i know when you feel totally depressed and sad, the devil and ghosts tend to haunt you or like make you feel even more sad. but sometimes, everybody cant help it. being a happy person would make life so perfect. sighh. got scolded bcos i was complaining that margaux couldnt wait 1/2 an hour for my dad to come home, then eat together. so she went ahead to get my maid to fry all the stuff. great. i hate it when my food is cold. microwaving it makes it dry. i complained. my mom not only scolds me, but calls me spoilt. fine whatever. i agree. i was a little spoilt. but how about margaux? she was spoilt too. couldnt just wait for my dad. so what if she didnt eat a proper lunch? lunch was provided...she just didnt want it. it just seems that i am the only one looking at it like this. my mom doesnt see the point. scolds me. blames me. as usual. margaux says that i shouldnt compare grades with her. my mom says fine. my turn..comparing seems ok. drives me mad. margaux gets her way many more times than i do. being in the middle sucks. sighh. that's just the way life is. unfair.


oh yeah..have i said this b4?? anyway..i cant believe wayne rooney got transferred to man utd. thought he was happy in everton?? just couldnt transfer to other teams. just had to go to man utd. double whammy. firstly, he breaks CR's record of the most expensive teenager in britain, but also poses a threat to Alan Smith. i so do not like wayne rooney and all the english soccer players, with alan smith being an exception. :P

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