i hate being sick. it is horrible. every 15 minutes or so i've gotta get up go to the toilet and spit the freaking phlegm out. that sucks. i hate block nose too. unfortunately i am having a block nose and a congested wind pipe or gullet. dunno which one. felling real weak. i hate it. so sucky. for these few days all my meals are suops. so sick of soups. then dessert is always an apple or a peach which happens to be hard. nice fruits like mango and mangosteen and oranges and durians and soursops i cant eat. cant eat sweets or chips too. so my snacks are..kind of a no brainer..PEACHES OR APPLES. what a boring diet. my mom dad and my sis margaux came back from KL today. brought back lotsa snacks. soursops, tapioca chips, some other kinds of kacang puteh snacks. yup. and i cant eat any of it YET. the medicin dr martin gave to me doesnt seem to work. a lot of medicines dont seem to work. i have been coughing for like almost a month! i MUST get well by wednesday! oh yes. I DESPERATELY NEED COURT SHOES OR CHARACTER SHOES. seeya.