From more than half a year ago when we first started planning for a production?

2 months ago when we actually got started on "A Hat Full of Stars"?

The recent week that we spent every single day rehearsing till 7pm?

Or just a daya ago when the curtains closed on the big hat, and on us?

"I don't want it to start, so that it won't end" that pretty much sums up what I felt, and am still feeling. But the more I want to hold on to what little remnants of time I still have, the faster it slips away from me.

I'm choking on emotions as I type this, and I am sure the same emotion revebrates in every single one of the 54 modern dancers.

To all Modern Dancers: We did wonderfully, and we touched the audiences who came to watch us. We truly shone. We are, the stars. I love all of you! And I'll miss you lot so much. Please take care and treasure whatever time you have in NYMD, because when you're gone you'll never have it back again.

To the alumni: we spent 4 wonderful years together, gone through Ms. Chan's training and later, Mr. Raj's regime. We might, or might not still be together in future but I just want you all to know that the memories together will hold us for a life time. We are all stars in our own rights and lets shine on!

When I woke up this morning, I had a hungover. It felt like a hige part of my life has just been taken away from me. That's how bad it was, and still is. I know I'll eventually get over it, but it'll take time.

Thank you all the modern dancers once again for giving me the experience of a life time. May "A Hat Full of Stars" live in us all forever!

-qian"

as cliche and dramatic as it sounds, i agree with qian. oh well. we've proved ourselves. what a whirlwind experience. time flies. in 5 months time we'll be working on SYF yet agn.

ANYWAY, school's been fine. SIA proposals all due real soon (e.g. tmr) and tests next month. i have no idea what the physics teacher is talking about. light, incident ray and all cos i missed her first lesson on light. darn. talking about her, she was giving a little (actl not so little, a super long) talk on the n.korean professor dude. we were made to stand throughout the whole assembly. one sec one girl couldnt take it and fainted. she was standing in the front, abt 5 classes away. then suddenly, there was this loud thud and i turned to my left and saw this girl lying on her stomach, unconcious with a little pool of vomit near her face. like omgosh. the thud was super loud. so scary. i was traumatized for 2 days. hmph.

I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE. Not really considered a confession considering many people know this and probably have the same confession. :))

i think gregory goh is super cute. dont worry though, shuhui and bernice. :)) haha.

Yup. that was it. gtg now. seeya! have a nice day and happy cny!