HOW?
help me.
i try and try to ignore ___. BUT IT AINT WORKING. it's like i'm trying to get over ___. but like i see ___ every single school day. so freaking close luh. like one small school compound. i tell myself ____ is SO NOT hot. like it works. HELLO??? ___ looks hot everyday. puh-leez. YEAH. tell me how. how how how. DARN IT. SCREW IT. PFFFFT. i'm one frustrated kid.
stop looking hot. it sucks.
cheering session today. monitresses had to do like ke atas in front. sorry. really sorry. I HATE CHEERING. school spirit class spirit is nice. BUT WHY CHEER? anyway, shuhui as usual was super enthu abt cheering. she got so many things wrong. so funny. so so hilarious.
dance was fun. learning a new dance. easier than expected. well it aint THAT EASY luh. but yeah. you get the picture. i love dance. it gets my mind off many things. including ____. yeah. take your passion make it happen. i love dancing. i cant believe i was in sucky mini tennis. and i almost joined track. ALMOST. i wanted to luh. but appeal case. was supposed to go to tennis. TENNIS. i hate tennis. yeah. then my mom told them to change to dance cos i wanted dance. and they were like, ok. COOL RIGHT? yeah. gotta go now.
CHEER UP MARIANNE. LIFE IS BETTER THAN YOU THINK IT IS. ENJOY IT. ")